all good things must come to an end

Today I woke up at 8:30 feeling beer feeling. Not hung over, but just that kind of like strain in the muscles. I did get a workout lifting all of Matt's stuff which was good, but I ate way too much fast food this weekend. It was not good. I had Wendy's twice, Culver's once, Chili's, and then the Airliner today.

I've definitely seen it on the scale too. It is kind of upsetting, but I don't know how much of it will stick. We shall see I guess. I am not really hungry at all either. Today was good. We had lunch with one of Matt's TAs. He is from Greece, it kind of made me want to go to Greece. He is a cool guy. I am looking forward to hanging out with him more.

Matt and I moved a few odds and ends into his place today. Just cleaning stuff he had from cleaning out his old place this morning. It was good to do that because we got to throw some things around.

Okay. I changed my desktop today. I can't stop starring at her. Same girl different pose. She is a porn star, but she is fully covered in all my backgrounds. I'm not that dirty. Blonde of course; although that isn't a requirement. There are very beautiful brunettes, redheads, etc. out there. I know of one I am interested in now. Matt and I kind of joke because I like the blondes and he likes the brunettes.

I got a message from Steve today. I sent him a picture, and he said his wife said, "Wow, Jarod has grown up." I can't believe how amazing this weekend was. I'm going to try to continue it and roll it into Monday, but work might be kind of a drag. So goes the saying for which this post is titled.

It all started Friday. The chains have been broken. I finally did something for myself! I just can't explain how good it feels. I still care about others a lot, and I'll go above and beyond to make sure they're cared for.

I'm still a little disappointed about the one girl; I thought something might become of it, but she probably isn't worth any more than friendship from the way I feel I am being treated now. She is a cool girl, but I think I'm just going to have to "let the chips fall where they may."

I am also more excited about someone else now. Even if it doesn't amount to more than a friendship; I'm still really excited!

Mmm... two hours until I go to bed.