a.m. sickness

I don't really remember what happened last night past 11:00. I don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing. For now I'll consider it a good thing. I don't like being alone at nights; especially at this point in my life. I just feel like I need something to lean on. We all have our crutches; I just need to find what mine is. I need to find something; I don't know how long my current one will last. I don't really feel good right now; headaches are the worst. I don't feel like eating either due to the fact I feel that it might come up again.