I’ve had a very stressful last few weeks. I maybe came a little too full circle. I’m beginning to wonder if I made the “right” decision with respect to where I’m headed in life. I just don’t feel like I am my own person. Maybe I’m not aggressive enough socially; or maybe I care too much about others. I know it is what you put into things that matters, and that you can’t control what others give back.
My birthday was kind of fun except for a few things. I had a HUGE fight with my girlfriend. I’m not really happy with her now. We’ll leave it at that. I’ve started to wonder if I need more time to grow alone as a person. Things are hard now. I miss my old friends that have moved on with their lives. I try to be friendly, but I just don’t feel like other people like me.
I’m just doubting a lot of things in my life right now. :-/ Time will sort it all out, and it might get worse before it gets better.
Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad.
-Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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