I get the raw end of the deal every time. I’m set up to fail. My past always comes back to get in the way. I was so happy. I don’t know if I’ll ever get back to that point. I am happy with my life right now, but I’m not happy with my relationship. Someday I’ll be happy with both. I don’t think that is going to happen for awhile. I don’t go out and get what I want. I’m too intimidated. I just can’t get past what happens in this world. I can’t be that bad.
I don’t want to wait until the dust settles from what others do, but I’m afraid that might be what happens. At least I haven’t cried in awhile.
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