So donating plasma makes you a cheap date! I am drinking lots of water; I’ll probably take a long nap tomorrow. I feel like I should probably move on. I don’t really feel like things are going the way I want them to. I want someone who wants me as much as I want them. I just don’t feel comfortable with someone that demands that I do what she wants me to.
I forgot to mention I got another email from the company I got a job offer from saying that they’re still interested. That made me feel wanted. I just don’t feel like anyone really WANTS me. I have been having a lot of fun going out with my friends, but no one really wants to be with me. I don’t want to settle either. I want to genuinely feel it both ways. I haven’t really realized how hard that is until recently. I guess I just had it so good in high school. Welcome to the real world. Maybe it will happen, maybe it won’t. I just don't’ really feel like anything is out there.
It is almost three; I should get to bed. I hope that tomorrow goes okay.
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