And if somebody tells you
You're not enough
If somebody tells you
You're not good enough
If somebody tells you this,
It isn't just
Just, I'm burning out
And I'm calling all the bluffs

day of studying

I have a lot of tests next week.  I’ve done some ground work this week so I feel a little more comfortable.  I think today there will be a good amount of free hours spent at the library.  It is just one week of my life; that’s nothing.

happy easter!

This week is going to keep me busy (I hope anyways!).  I want to be able to go to the Motion City concert on Thursday, but I have two tests Friday.  Not sure how that is going to work out, but I’ll find a way (I hope)!

I was a bum this weekend.  I should have done more cleaning or something more productive.  I did get laundry done, and I had a good Easter dinner.  I’m hoping that tomorrow’s quiz isn’t too bad; I think we only have a few more.

fun

I had a great time this week.  I don’t know how it could have been any better.  Quizzes and tests went well; great time at the concert and bbq.  I hope to have some fun tonight.  I’m not really sure what I’ll be doing but we’ll see where the night takes us.

I had a good conversation with a classmate the other night.  I think someone finally listened to me and could relate to what I was saying.  I don’t think anyone has quite the same experience around me.  I am glad that she was able to boost my confidence a bit.  She knows what she is talking about too.  Hopefully it’ll be a plus in the future.  I like having people to talk to.  So far there aren’t that many around me; and the ones that I tried to talk to weren’t willing to open up.  But I’m glad someone will listen.  I need to figure out what I want to listen to on the way downtown tonight.

Lovin’ life :-P

spring!

I think the weather finally has turned.  Snow no more.  I think winter is my least favorite season.  Summer and spring are tied, but fall is the best.  I am already excited for the nice weather though!  It looks like this year is going to be a lot of fun.  This week should be great.  The Rocket Summer is coming to Iowa City Wednesday… now I just need to find someone who will go with me.  I have someone who said, “Yes” but who knows what will happen.  I’m excited though!  Woot.

I went to Avenue Q yesterday.  That was also a lot of fun.  It was very good; I think from it I realized that we all go through the same events (more or less) in life, but we just experience them in different ways.  I don’t know what to think though.  Should I defy that?  Should I just accept the things that are all true to each life we live?  Right now I say, “No”.  But right now is just a snapshot.  Things will change as I get older and the importance of different things changes.  Shrug!  I’m pretty content with where I’m at right now.

Time for bed!

When half of the people get the idea that they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and when the other half gets the idea that it does no good to work because somebody else is going to get what they work for, that my dear friend, is the beginning of the end of any nation.

movin’

I really need to get out of this town.  It has been too long.  Everything about my past is just here.  I’ve started living for myself, and I just really need to move out.  Three more years.  I’ve always wondered what would have happened if I got into Nebraska.  I probably would have moved; even though that would have been tough, more money, and not really logical.  Iowa City is a fun place, but I’m just ready for something more my own.

I don’t know if I’ll ever get the chance to just get my feet wet. Three years.  I love my future and all of the new people I’ve met; just not my past.