Hope the new grass you seek
Is greener than the greenest green
And if it's not, or if it is
I just hope you'll be
At peace, at least

curiosity

I’ve been thinking lately; I don’t wanna grow up!  I’ve always had a childish attitude.  Lately I’ve realized that I’m not ready to be old; or if I am I think I just want to be single.  Currently I don’t have a crush on anyone.  I’m not really looking for that in life right now.  Couples don’t really disturb me; when someone in my class gets engaged I feel like it is expected.  I don’t feel that it is expected of me.  I’m not really sure I even want that in my life anymore.  Things just seem so simple right now.  Class; friends; studying.  I’m pretty complacent.  I just like having friends.  I don’t have as many close friends as I did in undergrad, but I don’t really feel like it is necessary.  I want to open up, but that will come.  I wish that there was just one person that I could talk to; but I like talking to women and I don’t want to intrude on any of their relationships.

I guess I’ll just have to wait until they’re all married; most are engaged, but marriage the other guy shouldn’t feel threatened.  It isn’t my intention to steal them.  I just want someone to talk to.  I miss having all my girls around.  Sigh. 

weekend fun

Yesterday was a blast.  A few of us went out for the drag show; what a great time.  It was wild and crazy.  I don’t think I’ve had that much fun in one night for a long time.  Tonight is going to be fun too; party bus!

I surprised Maranda today.  I don’t really know what she thought!  I hope her boyfriend doesn’t get more upset because I treated his woman to a Valentines Day gift.  It was a joke of course, but it couldn’t have been any more humorous.  That is the way he should be treating her anyways; so I guess he can think of it as a gift.

Also cheesecake bakeoff was a success.  I had good texture and crust; works for me.  I Think the votes were split about 50/50.  I’m glad I didn’t get killed!  It would have been a rough day.  Everyone liked the cheesecakes.

I best be going soon to catch the bus; I have been really hungry tonight and I have had a lot to eat but I’m still hungry. :-/