I’ve been thinking lately; I don’t wanna grow up! I’ve always had a childish attitude. Lately I’ve realized that I’m not ready to be old; or if I am I think I just want to be single. Currently I don’t have a crush on anyone. I’m not really looking for that in life right now. Couples don’t really disturb me; when someone in my class gets engaged I feel like it is expected. I don’t feel that it is expected of me. I’m not really sure I even want that in my life anymore. Things just seem so simple right now. Class; friends; studying. I’m pretty complacent. I just like having friends. I don’t have as many close friends as I did in undergrad, but I don’t really feel like it is necessary. I want to open up, but that will come. I wish that there was just one person that I could talk to; but I like talking to women and I don’t want to intrude on any of their relationships.
I guess I’ll just have to wait until they’re all married; most are engaged, but marriage the other guy shouldn’t feel threatened. It isn’t my intention to steal them. I just want someone to talk to. I miss having all my girls around. Sigh.
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